Saturday, July 31, 2010

Everybody Plays The Fool

I came across this song while watching Supernatural Season 5, Episode 10, Abandon All Hope.

Friday, July 30, 2010

SKP gem in United's pool of young talents.


This post does not relate to the image above. I woke up early today because I have to go to the library. I have a meeting with Encik Arshad ( kinda my employer..hehe ) around 9 am along with my SKP colleagues, Yusniza and..err...I forget her name hehehhe...But one thing for sure, she is 220 student. I still have black clouds hanged around my mind, so the meeting provides an opportunity for me to inquire further details regarding the SKP, which is going to start next Monday.So to speak, I might changed my study mode, from full time student, to part time student ( PLK ) hahaha...

Nothing to be updated so far. I have a pleasant and decent sleep for the past two nights. No more sleeping paralysis. Thanks to a friend of mine who remind me to say my prayer ( I always forget!! ) before sleep.

So I thank God for that.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Update Update

Lots have been happening for the last few days. And I begin with last Sunday.

Sunday :
Not the best day to remember. While having my lunch, i found maggots in my meal!! Alive and kicking and quite healthy as well. Geez!!! Luckily, I was just started to eat at that time. I found the maggots in the salted egg, just after I removed the egg shell. Creepy crawlies!! Disgusting...utterly disgusting. I have to confess that I have this fear of worms or something like that. Ugly..real ugly..After that, I threw it all away, since it does no good any longer. Who need stale food huh.. I threw up and that left me empty - stomach for the rest of the day. I didn't take any action against the caterer. I knew that what comes around, goes around, although I did bitterly regret about the money I have spent on the meal. RM4...hmm...

Boys night out!! Yah..the idea of getting out that night was out of nowhere. Like any other night, we had our lunch at 'Kandang', when suddenly Aman asked, what to do on that night. Since there were no assignment that needed immediate attentions, we decided to go to downtown Cheras. Initially, I thought of buying the new Man Utd home jersey. Instead, I opted for vest!! Geez..I'm not a fashionable person, but the vest attracted my attention so much in a way that I had to forget the jersey. I texted my cousin Lindy ( sound like girl's name huh ) that night, if there is any possibility we could met since he lives around Cheras. Unfortunately, he was busy with his assignment. Never mind, another day ya bro..Next stop was Dataran Merdeka. We hanged around there until the DBKL authorities shooed us away, since it was very late at night. Last destination, kedai mamak at Bangsar. So much for the supper, but I had a glass of teh tarik, since I'm on diet program hehe. Eating at late is not going to help my diet regime.

I signed up for the SKP (Skim Khidmat Pelajar), which is to do some part time job at PTAR Puncak Perdana Library. There are three of us, where we required to develop a web system. But I haven't get any idea yet regarding the job's details. All I know the wage is RM4 per hour. Although the wage is not lucrative, but it's enough in regard to my side income.

We supposed to have no class today, but we have to replaced last week SISP class. We also have to cover the Security class as well, but it will commence the following week at..ermm...7am. Yes..a.m...not p.m. Rumors has it that the mid terms holiday (Hari Raya) starting from 3rd September, providing that lecture afterward is replaced. Mind you that I have bought my flight on the 8th. There is a HUGE gap in between. But the rumors is unconfirmed yet. I wont mind to add extra cash actually. i just need CONFIRMATION on it. I skipped the Majlis Anugerah Dekan which was held in the afternoon. Don't ask me why. I have no companion and I hate being alone. Feels like being secluded and isolated, and every eyes stares at me, as if I'm a freak show.
Uncomfortable and discontent.

Another thing that I have discovered during this week is, I am suffering a kind of sleeping disorder, which is known as sleep paralysis. Below is the description of sleeping paralysis ;

Sleep paralysis is a condition in which someone, most often lying in a supine (face up) position, about to drop off to sleep, or just upon awaking from sleep realizes that s/he is unable to move, or speak, or cry out. This may last a few seconds or several moments, occasionally longer. People frequently report feeling a 'presence' that is often described as malevolent, threatening, or evil. An intense sense of dread and terror is very common. The presence is likely to be vaguely felt or sensed just out of sight but thought to be watching or monitoring, often with intense interest, sometimes standing by, or sitting on the bed. On some occasions, the presence may attack, strangling and exerting crushing pressure on the chest.

I suffered sleeping paralysis three nights in a row!! I admit i suffered from it often, but not as frequent as this week.That part of malevolent presence is kind of scares me a lot. Often the disorder is associated with devilish things ( Sam!! Dean!! kinda need you guys here!! ). Legend has it that it was the work of Incubus / Succubus. In my case, it is Succubus, a female demon believed to have sexual intercourse with sleeping men. Incubus is the opposite.( No wonder why Brandon and Mike chose this as their band's name ). The worst part of being paralyze is the difficulty to breath. That scares the hell out of me. I always thought that I was going to die.Each time I regained my movements, after several attempts, I felt dizzy afterward. I once saw a black figure stand in front of me, I tried to scream but unable. The only part of me that can be moved is my eyes.

How I wish that Succubus never visit me tonight. I begging 'ya to not disturb my sleep, even though you look so seductive anyway..slurppp..

May I have a peace and pleasant sleep tonight. I hope I didn't developed the fear of sleep.

..ZZZZZZZZ~ no..not this kind of Incubus....they are nice people...haha

Haunting and terrifying every women at night...


Friday, July 23, 2010

These Words are meant for walking

For the past few days, i can summed up my life with these words;

Procrastination: its best I tell ya..doing things at the eleventh hour has it advantage. see at the bright side. knowing that you do not have abundance of time, you tend to do it right while there is no room for error....make the best out of the limit. but thank God, I finished my works timely. so until further notice, i will be free and it's time to resume my reading. \0/

Bona fide rarity? haha..i never knew that a guy who love to read is a rare nowadays. reading is my passion. once i started to read, i'm out of this world. geezz..where the hell are you guys? maybe some of them are still hide in the burrows. soon enough, guys will outnumbered their counterpart in a bookstore. you have been warned!

Aiden: yea yea yea...i dont know how the hell this band attract me so much. i have been listening to their songs lately. i even downloaded two of their earliest album, Our Gang's Dark Oath and Nightmare Anatomy. top of my playlist right now mind you. i still haven't download the other album, since my broadband usage is nearing its limit.sigh~

Holy Grail for for Holme's enthusiast

Monday, July 19, 2010

You're My Heroine...

what the hell this song about?
someone who can't get rid of addiction on particular things..which could utterly destroy the longer you are keep holding on to it...
break the habit...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Not A Day To Remember

Today i was mistakenly went to the wrong class.
I thought the 10 am class is E-Learning, not until Aman, who told me it was Manuscript class!! (FYI, I didnt register for the Manu class).
So what went wrong?
I was very convinced that I browse through my schedule correctly last night.
Went home I go, and re-check it again ant it says "IMS 601 2-5pm lab 7"

What a day...

Friday, July 9, 2010


You helped me laugh
you dried my tears
because of you I have no fears

Together we live
together we grow
teaching each other what we must know

You came in my life and I was blessed
I love you friend
you are the best

Release my hand and say good-bye
please my friend don't you cry

I promise you this it's not the end
'cause like I said you're my friend

Monday, July 5, 2010


My holidays is suppose to be over last week. By now, I should have been at faculty attending my first class of the new semester. Usually, I always go back on time since 2nd semester. But hell, this time around, I change the ball game. I have learned my lesson that, the class won't commence on the first weeks of new semester. Guess I have extra days left to spend at home.....